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ENGLISH LYRICS
The outside worldI never felt as lonely as it’s now Devote myself to bottle and some jay And watch bar-crossing sympathizing cow Her jeans set tight as smiles she gives away My horny god is one-horned up to neck It swallows up whatever gets me high I don’t know what I want and I need break “So would you share my trembling thing tonight?” And I want to hate you for I can’t possess you, I wanted to love you but I do not know it I’m intoxicated to get brave before you, so fuck all your values – they’re making me covet Ten weirdoes from high school have caught you up backdoors Hence you’d change forever and irremeably Who feels like a man here, I feel like an actor? We don’t save our honor, we just wear the emblems. I know the truth – we always find exchange For everyone – disposable and sold The lessons they don’t teach for schoolish wage That’s what we get to know in outside world I wish I killed the one who gave me birth Got nothing to appreciate the most They are the same old shit as me on earth Say, we have gone astray and then got lost So I spend my poor days in sickening dreaming, my aching libido devours friend’s kisses I’m wanking until I come sweaty and bleeding with my brain remainder that’s falling to pieces My energy’s killing my conscience and options; I give up to this stream – no sense of proportion She’s going to bear it, she’s trying the potions She knows she would better make further abortions Condemnation for the condom-nationHey pussy, tonight we come out to the city The places so airy, the places so bushy I’ve spent all my money and that is not pity I know you’ll surrender it all with your tushie The old man is striping the boy’s eyes with ribbon Then boy fucks an old man on backseat of his car It’s easy like taking out blunt little fishbone To fuck whosoever so blindfold and distal Use me, Mr. Superstar, Selfless sluts that’s who we are Beg you please don’t complicate Senses unexplained I hate Fuck me, Mr. Superfuck, To my cunt and to my back Ride me, stallion, till I drip That’s my pride I pray to keep We don’t need the children we save them from ourselves We’re using the rubbers and feed from our pour days We scavenge our pleasures, peacekeepers and rascals We energize passions and anarchize orders Our souls dressed in condoms can feel touch no longer The light is so gloomy, the eager’s inflating The more we devour the less we’re astounded We’re feeling us voiding when start comprehending In this time of agony Lay down blunt and bang with me Till your cum blows up my brain Till I find myself out drained Plastic love is robotized, Artificial in my eyes. No attachment, no amend We are peacefully condemned 5 hours alone… And I know that everything is wrong I can’t tell what I’m ashamed to feel Learn myself, I need to get along With deceit I apprehend like skill … And I fear what I could not suppose More I fear the deal I had within Since we’re born we’re given off exposed Since I’m free I taste the trace of sin The oceans ahead and gray sky above my wet blackened eyes Do they understand or sensing my love I can’t recognize? Those numb sunny days and silent declines of seasons I’ve missed Just pass me away, slide out of my line and fade in my tears … And I could relief myself with past But it’s short and nothing like relief What I had is all that’s free on cast I am hiding like pickpocket thief … Motionless I stay and that is strange When the world is open wide to run I am stiff in horror disarranged When I guess my life has just begun When you lay beside meOpen your eyes, sweet one. Don’t fear the thing we’ve done Maybe for night or two I’m here to take you through Mistrust still covers us I know we cannot trust I know we’re still awake Far from accepting break You never thought that you’d become the dancing flame Turn over all the tenderness you thought was dead I never thought I’d find myself depraving you And dawn would witness us with guilt before ourselves And for this treason we both know who is to blame We have betrayed the loneliness we thought was friend We deified our pain we thought it was the cure And like the Eden pair we spurn our nakedness I can’t forgive myself for waiting till the end I can’t complain for whole this luck came on my way I cannot save the man who stretches dying hand To mirages beloved fading on the bay Silence is bitter judge Now it is growing large Touch is the mean to speak When all our words grow weak Run through your reedy cry Rivers of lasting fright I’ll take on fingertips When you bite in my lips We know that time will turn us both to shapeless dust We know we’ll stay alive to watch us walking dead We’ll curse the day we met among the falling waves Of somber ocean of the mundane loneliness I cannot take my look away from hourglass I feel my time remained is sinking down like sand The silence makes me numb I can’t just try to crave I feel advent of all absorbing emptiness Closing your eyes, sweet one… Miracles are all gone… Bloody, stricken, unbrokenI “Junkyard” (Body, hey body… get around to play… are you from otherworld , lop-eared motherfucker… get around cocksucker … we got a little surprise for you… would you like to get your tongue wiping my piss from your boot… come, lets play) Rise from the ground they wait for you Hold rusty funnel tight Run through their eyes divine and pure Join their destructive might Laughter will try to mystify Catching you unaware Mix them to dust and tread with spite No longer wait, don’t care Wiping their faces off their skin, watching’em choke with tears Hand that has slapped your cheek your rim tearing out from the wrist One who has pushed your bosom you hit to the crumbing ribs “Pray to your fucking gods as mute as I’ll leave your sundered limbs” Merciless childhood’s wise and cruel, nursing the creatures brave Challenge the nature and its rules, challenge your Jesus-slave Put down the pants and stick your fuck into that bleeding arse Dirt breeds the dirt and here comes luck, needed for your success Now it is hard to move your eye Find strength to stay on feet Winner you are! So leave them die Smothering in defeat II “Playground” (Oh, kitten, nice kitten... why are you screaming so loud? Come off it’s making an awful noise… mom and dad can hear… oh, what a disgusting sound… do you really feel sorry saying goodbye to your tiny paws tied to the tree… do you really take it so hard feeling blind, feeling your bloody eyes drip down your hair… oh no… you wouldn’t die.. You gotta live as long as your pain amuses our sight) Twisting, spinning, circling around Pigmy dance enrages the crowd Pumping, swapping pleasure and pain Your crown of thorns their torch of lead Baal was the logical one Brought up the hearts of mighty sons Equal we are! Equal we’re not! Ratkiller is our primal God! Eaten by worm, worms do we eat! Not to survive! Pleasure of it! Learning our hearts, training the might! Rulers of mud! Kings of despite! You know my hate is worse than all of yours. Give me the spark I’ll spew it up in flame I’m stricken down, I’m under fiendish furls. Nothing to lose and I’ll endure this game It’s fair to pay for what you never did! It’s fair to make them pay for what they’ll do! It’s right to hate them just for what they are… (Did you hear something, honey?) III “Home” Meaningless and vile, Perish at my sight. Creature of demise, I can’t believe our world exists forever Injured and defiled, Weigh upon my night, Everlasting flies, Vulture of my God! We’ll fight together… (Honey, bring me a steak please… oh yeah, it was an interesting show… you know this guy, he always shocks the audience… well, and maybe it’s right that you didn’t watch… I take it easy anyway… but he does it goddamn well, I can say professionally! And it’s really interesting to watch his fucking show) Fight insideI can’t explain what makes me fight inside Temporary substance changes spinning poles Then it prevails upon my splitting mind And like a clown I change my mask and role First day I curse whatever sets the pace Another day I lament every word Time and again I redefine my place Then walk the circles sluggish and obscured I melt away beneath the eastern sun Cannot avoid its suicidal rays The universe is drone dug into lump Of space’s dirt – that’s what my soul bewrays Addicted to the heady source of dope I spend my valor for the mean exploits Wish every step led me to steepest slope I wish to fall before my head explodes |
That’s what we have becomeThat’s what we have become The faintest drones with black polluted hands Drained off of life like scum With zero chance to change or understand The wise men used to drink I’m customer of knowledge in its half I’m waste of soul and ink Forever sucker boy, eternal calf Drown in the solar dream of faded galaxies. Adorn my own bereavement with the lute. I’m diving in the mist of heavy incenses. Escape from my dramaturgy acute. The tourniquet of my befouled reality won’t let me any further from myself I know there’ll be no love but more brutality. And I would always add it to my wealth. I am afraid of height Can’t hold my tears when winds embreathe my joy The nature is delight When only rapid glances you enjoy Caligula and Nero dwell in shadowed room. The waiting room of inborn savagery Atrocity we call “our minds trapped in the gloom”. Of black sheep we say: “Sometimes luck mistreats” It’s glamorous to watch yourself like animal. It’s curiously to place yourself in cage You’ll understand that you yourself are enemy. Empiric meal for inquisitive sage Big dumb sexLecherous thoughts are liver than ever Instincts command and move all the world Bitter mistake is my conscience that severed Motion from act and nature from soul Curse all my dreams they lead me to nothing Profit is all I gain and pursue People is matter and matter is blind thing It’s all as simple as me and you And now I’m gonna fuck you, fuck you, fuck you Whose twofold care came on my way? And we just never argue, argue, argue We are permitted to betray. Animals don’t keep the burden of reasons People are always abused by their quest Monkey’s surviving, the human’s bereaving Spirituality’s our killing pest We all defend our immobile dead models Mind is devoted, traditions are stiff Sick from ourselves more than from our ordeals Still we’re afraid to destroy this belief But now I’m gonna fuck you, fuck you, fuck you Whose twofold care came on my way? And we just never argue, argue, argue We are permitted to betray. Dark lamentI hear them call With endless cry I see them fall And watch them die With hellfire in their eyes And morbid moan Rips through my throat My hope is gone My death is sought (The one that never lies) Thus whole caress unspent leads me to anger And love I’ve never known drives me unkind I justify misdeeds where I am tangled I dream away my life within my mind My seed won’t pass to woman’s womb thereafter My eld won’t be surrounded by the heirs My skin will coarsen by my sorrows uttered Once pumping heart will burst blood in the air And with the curse Burning my mouth I’ll call my nurse Through bloody cough (And spit this life of me) I stiff so pale Forevermore Inmates of hell I’ll join with woe So hearted and so mean … DorianHoping That the life will Treat you as god all the time And dress your words up in rhyme… Like spoilt Child of fortune The one on bright charming wings No matter what it would bring… Longing For a bird’s trill You know you can sing their songs Extolled – and there you belong… They’d sell themselves to get your place; they’d kill themselves for your embrace And surely you enjoy this game of your fine grace The kings don’t ever bear the frown and taken by their ranks downtown Inlay the vice into their guiltless diamond crowns Somehow There’s just one thing That you cannot apprehend The harmony’s dark descend Your days In this waste fuss Are that you still haven’t found Neither your rest nor a bound Take out Mask so daring One day it would take them home And with yourself all alone Which prayers Will you trespass The ones your heart still denies Like helplessness in your eyes… You’d sell your soul to get their place; you’d kill yourself for their embrace And surely you disdain this shame of your disgrace Your black imaginary crown of heavy load has fall down Imprisoned is your soul forever in downtown The strangest miracleI have to say goodbye To vision I have seen The face was just like mine But something else within The one who doesn’t take The chip shite as I do Without my pointless ache But opened for the truth The one who takes good care For kids and helps his kins So legible and spared With other kind of dreams The one who stays away From things I used to fear So unafraid the way I only stand and hear: “Well, if you want uplift You have to gain the wealth But if you want a gift Be miracle yourself” I have to say goodbye To vision I have seen The face was just like mine But something else within Silent satelliteOne day you wouldn’t recognize your face And find your passions burn with no way out The one you’ve been just yesterday takes place To mock at you with your descendant’s mouth You’ll talk to water, to the sun and trees And you won’t ever try to treat the men Console yourself on tragical disease With mem’ries of illusory ascent Like the shadow of former light Like the star in dead universe Like the hope under bitter curse You walk like silent satellite Just as much plants as you have sowed You may gather up in your hands Reap the loneliness and demands And that is just as heavy load The laughter shares the youth and you’re outside The hardest thing’s that you were always there And ghosts contented all your life refined And it’s too late to stop when you’re aware But you would see the phantoms just like you Their spectral eyes, their happiness and pain And all that’s real is deconstructing lure To walk the endless circles round again And you bless those who stay around For the patience they take for love For the rains that still cry above For a glance for a single sound Like the shadow of former light Like the star in dead universe Like the hope under bitter curse You walk like silent satellite At your sightNow we are taking masks away, distinguish faces We are the same; we’re made of clay, no chosen races. I had an ace upon my sleeve, now I am craving To save what I have to bereave from mouth of my king I disappear now out of rules through darkest hour The bigger venerable wolves are all devoured I’d turn back time; I’d sweep away the wheel of fortune Derive the knowledge from my end, the way it tortures All that we decide Will return predictable results And reward according to our deserts Open at your sight All the bitter praises and insults Show the weigh and color of the hazards I’m on a leash but I lead them through their sham fetters For me there’s no point of return – it doesn’t matter I am the frame of what they build the torch of master The herald of this no one’s world before disaster What still is burning will go out and turn to ashes The prophet puts the stones to mouth and bears the lashes Nonentity of us uncrowned will break disguises And when the weary star falls down, another rises 23/3/2007 |
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